Feeling a little bit queasy, nauseated. Monday. We leave Monday. If Carlos comes, we leave Tuesday.
My acting out. Worrying about it too much causes stress, causes anxiety and a big cause of your blood pressure elevation. I don't know where my BP kit is right now but when I took my BP it was 119-79, huge difference from yesterday at 152-90. Fantastic turnaround. Why? Because masturbation and ejaculation lower blood pressure, not raise it. And you did some and what a difference! I wish Carlos had told us yesterday he and his brother were sick. I would have released last night and that would have relaxed me. The perfect Christian I am not. I do the best that I can but we are all in sin. According to the Bible, a lot of it.